stupid feelings...

I hate waiting emails from you.

I hate that I'm checking my phone every 3 minutes to see if I have missed any ringing from you.

I hate to re-read the texts that I have sent you or received from you.

I hate that even though I'm telling you how you are important to me, you seems like you never care.

I hate you because you makes my day.

I hate that I always care about you so much.

I hate that you make an eye contact and won't tell me anything or smile.

I hate that I can't read your mind.

I hate that I don't know what you really mean when you talk.

I hate that I get happy when I receive text from you.

I hate when you say "let's go get coffee sometimes" and you never fix the date.

I hate when we finally fixed the date and you call other friends to join us.

I hate that when you talk, you seems like you mean something else but you never talk about your true feelings or thoughts.

I hate that you seems like you are playing with my feeling for you.

I hate that you might know how I feel about you.

I hate that I'm thinking about you in midnight and you are probably having a nice sleep.

I hate that we don't get any closer even after we went for cup of coffee or lunch together and had a great time together.

And, I hate that I'm a poker-face girl, who can act exactly the same as him, who's good at hiding

true feelings and behave like nothing happened before.

Fuck it.

Holiday!

Looooong time no write! HA!

I've been having too much fun in my new part-time job these days:))

Well, today was the day off and I thought I should clean up some school stuffs. But of course I got bored and drew some stupid cartoon:P
I found my old homework.
just one word.
"WOW"
I cannot believe how much I wrote!
But yet, it's fun to look at those old stuffs and see how much you grew up!

My mom's patchwork books.
It's her hobby and she do very well.
Amaaazing job.
She's doing patchwork since I was 2 years old:))

study work of one year.
Ganbatta:D

Light from my computer.....in midnight.

I'm totally a nerd facing at computer in the midnight without turning on the lights.

HAHAHAAAA

Got hungry.....

Food Time!

I don't remember what for I boiled the water but I guess to boil my frozen vegetables.

Doing a paper homework and I couldn't even sleep 1 min because of this paper.

(Paper due was the next day)

But my cat! Jerry is sleeping in front of me.

I wish I was Jerry sleeping like 10 hours without caring about my homework.LOL

I loooooove Twix!

I got this from PLAZA (http://www.plazastyle.com/), the store which they have import stuffs like food, stationary, and other stuffs!

I bought this like in Christmas season, so I don't know if they sell now:((

I hate that Japan don't import Twix:((

My laptop!

Now my background is Trace Cyrus playing guitar!XD

New lights in my room!

My cat, Jerry who always take contented sleep while I'm doing my homework and even I cannot sleep that day.

But still lovely little brother of mine:))

Leopard

Trend: Leopard Printed Goods!!!

By Yoji Yamamoto from http://www.asos.com

D&G Bags and Luggage by http://www.zappos.com

D&G Leopard Pring Patent Pumps By http://www.luisaviaroma.com

Leopard Isabel Trench Jacket By http://www.refinery29shops.com

This is super cute jacket!

I love the design it looks like the normal leather jacket but in a leopard print:))

Leopard Print Ballet Slippers By http://www.debenhams.com

Oak Leopard Alexa Bag By Mulberry from http://www.my-wardrobe.com

Roger Vivier Ballerina Shoes By http://www.colette.fr

This flat shoe looks amazingly pretty!

Sam Edelman Katrice By http://www.lorisshoes.com

Terry Leopard Hoodie-Sweat Shorts By http://www.yesstyle.com

I just really want this set!

Very pretty + Very comfy = Important for me:P

Clogs

Clogs Shoes!

You see these clogs shoes trend everywhere nowadays:))

On the clothing stores, magazines, like really everywhere!

It's really a cool item for summer with long skirt or even short shorts with cami or tank-top:))

Stuart Weitzman Clog Sandals By http://www.luisaviaroma.com

Miu Miu Satin Daisy Print Clog By http://www.neimanmarcus.com

This is My favorite clogs:))

I just love the small daisy print on black background!

JOLA Clog By http://www.kurtgeiger.com

Jeffrey Campbell Charlie Clog By http://www.lorisshoes.com

HADASSAH Clog By http://www.kurtgeiger.com

DanskoKathy Litzenberger Tiger Hand Painted Clog By http://www.nordstrom.com

Aqua Floral Tie Clog By http://www.missselfridge.com

Celebrities Wearing Clogs!

Rachel Bilson with navy color jacket + white tops + baggy jeans!

I like how she wears it cool and the color of her bag and clog shoes are matching!

Alexa Chung!

My favorite model:)) She's such a pretty woman:))

She's wearing with her white one-piece and tights!

Ashlee Simpson with leggings and white tops.

It's very simple and new, I mean I have never seen rock-style chic wearing clogs so it's interesting!

Mary Kate Olsen with her mini one-piece!

I like this fashion because it's so summer and looks really comfortable:))

Pretty Fashion Models with clogs!

The left model is wearing black clogs and the right model is wearing white clogs with daisy on it;))

I just love these models' fashion so much!

These one-piece are so cute:))

Heels!

Gagalicious!

Those heels just reminds me of Lady Gaga.

Period!

Millions of studds!

transparent!

This reminds me of the studds collar for bulldog, which you always see on the cartoon in Tweetie!HAHA

Another transparent material heels!

High Heels are beautiful:))

The more it's high heels, the more I think it is sexy.

It's fucking painful though.

HAHAHAAAA!

All heels are from http://www.dsquared2.com !!!

Straw Bag

Summer is approaching!

Time for Summer Fashion!!

Straw Bag is a trend now!!!

HAAAHAAAHAAA Cream Floral X Body Straw Bag by http://www.missselfridge.com/

D&G Bags and Luggage by http://www.zappos.com/

Magid C723 by http://www.lorisshoes.com/

Natural Shimmery Woven Straw Bag by http://www.debenhams.com/

Nautical Straw Bag by http://www.oli.co.uk

Ribbon Straw Box Bag by http://www.topshop.com

Vintage 50's Picnic Basket by http://www.mysugarland.co.uk

My Hobby-Collage

My Hobbyyy!

Is a Collage!

HAHAHA stupid way of announcing something.

I clip any magazines that I bought.

I don't clip it until I feel bored of that magazine and feel like I don't need them anymore.

I like making collage but I don't make that much so these days, I'm just clipping too much that my files are getting fat:D

I got this heart candy photo album from my friend as a birthday gift last year and I haven't done anything on it so I started doing some collage:))

I used to read m magazine and subscribed for 1 year so I got 12 issues at home which I clipped only like 3 issues.

9 issues left!

But I also clipped out from some other Japanese fashion magazines or gossip magazines...

so it's a lot ne:))

I always make collage birthday card to my friends:))

This card was for my best friend who likes Disney Land, Disney Channel Stars, Jesse McCartney, Teddy Bear, Doggy, and she also like Colors so I added some yellow, pink, light blue and stuffs:))

This card was also for my another besties:))

She likes Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron veeeerry much!

She also loves LA and Hip-Hop kind of stuffs so I made it like a rock-maybe-hiphop kind of card.LOL

This was for my friend who bought 4 pairs of boots and send it to me from USA because my feet is too big that I can't find shoes in Japan.LOL

Ladies size in Japan is basically until 24.5cm.

My foot size is 25.5cm which is almost like a man! (US size is about 10, UK is 7 I guess, and 40 for Europe size)

There are some stores that is selling big-foot-shoes but it will cost like 10000yen or more than that per pairs.

I'm a student. It's rediculous to spend 10000yen on one pair of shoes.

So I ordered my friend to buy it for me from the Wet Seal and Charlot Russe:))

So this card was a Thank You Card for my sweet friend:))

This is a birthday card to my friend who is now in New Zealand for her study.

She's not at all Rock Chic, but sorry I was too selfish and I had so many clipped images of black, silver, rocker stuffs, so I made a rockin' birthday card:P

I hope she liked it though.